Disgusted

Ahhhhhh, thats me screaming if you must know! It's been a busy week for me here at work. I have been in meetings and meetings and meetings all of Tuesday, half of day today and half of day tomorrow. Work is being stacked up on my desk and I just seemed to be getting overwhelmed...no worries mom...i still love it and I see it as a career opportunity! Anyway, the reason for my whole post is that I am so mad at our babysitter right now. Let me tell you a little bit about our babysitter. Her name is Kim. Kim and I met in Carthage Hospital while I was working there. She came in for surgery and I registered her (I can tell that because she gave me permission) I asked her where she worked and she gave me her business card. She is a hairdresser who's shop is a block away. We had just moved to Watertown and we were looking for hairdressers. So she gave me her card and I told her that I would call her for an appt. So the rest is history. We became friends while she did our hair, she also did "passion" parties, so I had one! We became closer friends and talk everyday now, her daughter Ashley is in Brandon's class so we seem to "mesh" well together. Well she knows everyone it seems like, so when I was looking for daycare for Kara when I went back to work I asked her, she surprised me and said "I would love to do it" So she began watching Kara when I went back to the bank, when I got done there she watched her here and there when I needed her. Now she has been watching her M-Thurs because Tim goes to school from 9-12, so sometimes I drop her off when I go in, espicially when he is working. She even takes Brandon to school which is wonderful...

Today, while in a heated meeting, my phone lights up for a text message, me, who sits in the back anyway, looked at it nonchalantley and my mouth hit the floor...it read I will sum it up...Kara is stressing her out! I'm in total shock. She said that I can take a couple weeks to look for someone, but I don't even want to take her there if she's stressing her out!

I can't type anymore I'm in tears!

Kisses

The sweet little things that she is starting to do. I know that she doesn't know what really is going on, but to me, it's just priceless.

Last night we were bonding after Daddy went to work and Brandon went to bed and I gave her a kissy on the lips, well with her age now she just loves to open her mouth and stick her tongue out. Well I tried it on my cheek and I thought she would eat my face! She hands got going and she got excited I put my cheek next to her, she grabbed the other side of my face and attacked. It was so sweet I thought I would die laughing...no one around to see, so I tried taking pictures, but Kara has this camera thing, she will laugh, smile, be silly, until the camera comes out, then you can't get ANYTHING out of her, its like she knows...she's mommy's little BRAT!!! I have the cutest pictures taped right at eye level on my computer and I just stare into her eyes and melt...I don't know how I've lived without this baby girl in my life!